On the Ground Again
Trying to muster my mileage again, after long periods of distraction and no desire to ride. Today, I thought I was in line to getting my 18,000th mile this week. The ride was mostly uneventful, all pathetically slow fifteen miles of it. Well, that is until my left cleat failed to hold my foot as I jumped into the pedals and hammered away from the red light at Hollenbeck Avenue in Sunnyvale. I listed right and landed on the asphalt.
I’m not badly hurt. My ribs are sore, I’ve scraped some skin off my elbow, and I have a welt and a bruise on my right hip. It sucks to walk, move around, or lean on my elbow. Nothing’s broken. I’m okay.
Except I don’t really want to ride anymore. I just got my touring bike back the other day and nothing really motivates me to get on either bike. And now, I get to spend more money getting the derailleur and brake lever straightened back out on the 2100. I think it’s time to reevaluate why I’m doing it and pick a sport that’s less likely to involve me ending up dead.
Yeah, Sunday marks one year since the big crash. I still have crash dreams sometimes. Maybe it’s time to start swimming or flatwater kayaking or just running around that quarter mile track at Sunnyvale Middle School.
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